Man, I've been in a weird mood all day. Not in a bad mood. Not at all. I've just been...unsettled. I don't know why...but this whole day I've just felt...anxious? Tense? But not quite because those words are really too strong to describe it. I don't know, I just kinda felt bothered.
I had planned to run tonight but it doesn't look like that's gonna happen. I would have actually already been in bed except I watched American Horror Story tonight and I am especially creeped out. I probably shouldn't have watched it given that I felt on edge today - it's got me more freaked out than normal.
And I'm not alone but I'm the only one awake so it feels like I am and I'm dreading going to bed. Not the actual bed part, that part sounds pretty nice...it's the walking across the dining room and climbing up the stairs in total darkness that I want to avoid.
You would think that would be enough for me to decide that I need to stop watching this show but ask me next week and I'll probably say I watched it...My dating history is proof that I clearly have a pattern of forgetting about consequences in order to do what I want in the moment. This is not a characteristic that has served me well.
Okay, gathering up all my courage so I can run up the stairs as fast as I can...and wish me luck because that isn't very fast at all. If there is something lurking under the staircase, I wouldn't stand a chance of getting away...
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