Workout done and I feel great!
I won't be winning any Mommy of the Year awards since I sat the kids down to dinner and then hit the treadmill while they were eating. But ya know...sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do. And my body is thanking me. And we eat at the dinner table, as a family, every night so I think they will survive unscathed. Although M did come in and say "Can you stop running on that thing?"
Monday, May 16, 2011
Isn't It Ironic
Great day so far, nothing amazing but I am appreciating the normalcy. And I feel like myself again – optimistic, energetic, and ready to take on the world. So bring it!
No morning workout. Oversleeping stinks. But I am determined, no matter what, to get it in tonight. That’s what’s nice about putting things out there in the universe. Even if no one ever reads this, I know I said it, I know it’s out there and I feel obligated to follow through. So, evening workout, here I come! Going to make it cardio since I skipped all workouts this weekend – I need the intensity.
I just discovered that someone I had a brief relationship with received a prestigious and prominent position – I read about him in the newspaper. He completely deserves it and will do an excellent job but it was so strange for me. I’m not sure why – I guess because he is so far removed from my life that it was, for the most part, like reading about a stranger. A stranger that I have a little history with…but then, I always find those kind of encounters strange. I don’t know why, but it’s just weird – I mean, relationships end and feelings fade but it’s still part of our story. I guess that’s just part of having a dating history. And I am fortunate to have that history – it was a full and adventurous one. The seventeen year old me that wanted to get married and have babies right out of high school could not have imagined how different her road would be…who would have thought that my first heartbreak would also be one of my biggest opportunities? We are all just one decision away from a different life - even when that decision isn't ours....
No morning workout. Oversleeping stinks. But I am determined, no matter what, to get it in tonight. That’s what’s nice about putting things out there in the universe. Even if no one ever reads this, I know I said it, I know it’s out there and I feel obligated to follow through. So, evening workout, here I come! Going to make it cardio since I skipped all workouts this weekend – I need the intensity.
I just discovered that someone I had a brief relationship with received a prestigious and prominent position – I read about him in the newspaper. He completely deserves it and will do an excellent job but it was so strange for me. I’m not sure why – I guess because he is so far removed from my life that it was, for the most part, like reading about a stranger. A stranger that I have a little history with…but then, I always find those kind of encounters strange. I don’t know why, but it’s just weird – I mean, relationships end and feelings fade but it’s still part of our story. I guess that’s just part of having a dating history. And I am fortunate to have that history – it was a full and adventurous one. The seventeen year old me that wanted to get married and have babies right out of high school could not have imagined how different her road would be…who would have thought that my first heartbreak would also be one of my biggest opportunities? We are all just one decision away from a different life - even when that decision isn't ours....
Twilight Zone
This past week has been so difficult - for a multitude of reasons. None of which really matter in the grand scheme of life. But man, it was a tough one. Which is pretty unusual. I don't know, I always try to stay positive and try not to sweat too many things but I got knocked around pretty good and I felt defeated. That's a terrible way to feel. I really was thinking, what the heck has happened? There is something going on in the universe because I don't ever feel that way...I guess I've just been fortunate in my life to not have too many negative experiences.
I was happy with myself that in spite of wanting to curl up in a small ball and tune the world out that I actually managed to keep to my workout schedule. That's a bonus.
We enjoyed a nice weekend - that helped too. We were traveling so no workouts during the weekend, which is a little worrisome since vacation is around the corner...but it is what it is. Vacation will come and go, no matter how I look in a bathing suit.
So here's to a new week, a better week and to lessons learned...
I was happy with myself that in spite of wanting to curl up in a small ball and tune the world out that I actually managed to keep to my workout schedule. That's a bonus.
We enjoyed a nice weekend - that helped too. We were traveling so no workouts during the weekend, which is a little worrisome since vacation is around the corner...but it is what it is. Vacation will come and go, no matter how I look in a bathing suit.
So here's to a new week, a better week and to lessons learned...
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
This And That
I am exhausted. I am seriously considering crawling into bed in as soon as I am done with this...
Workouts have been going well - cardio was a little hard today because I felt like I was running in a sauna - it was so hot in that room! Strength training tomorrow. So nice, those kinda feel like a day off. Maybe if I can lose about 15 pounds the cardio won't feel like such a challenge but now, man, I'm lugging around a lot of weight.
Had a great weekend - enjoyed Mothers Day hanging out with the family. I am so fortunate that my sisters and Mom are also some of my best friends. I just enjoy them. My Mom made an awesome lunch (how did she end up cooking on Mothers Day?) and we spent the rest of the day eating, talking, eating, playing games and eating. So much food and it all managed to end up in my mouth! There's something about my Mom's house that does that...
Things are super busy at work and don't look like they will slow down any time soon. I guess it's always hectic when you go on vacation but I just feel like there is so much to do before I leave! There's so much to do in general, really.
I got to drive down to Durant today to attend a webinar - it was some good information. I have a little peace now that I am on the right track and not completely messing things up. That's a constant fear. It's weird, I know that I know what I'm doing but there's just that sense...
I also got to see some great friends while I was there. I feel so fortunate to have met some of the greatest people I know through these programs. Really, just great people. I heart my TRiO family.
On the way home I discovered that our office move is being put on hold. Disappointed and concerned that "on hold" may really mean not happening. I really needed this move to happen so I am hoping that is not the case...
Vacation next week - so much to do before then. Arrangements for the kids, schedules, packing...it's a mini job to get away. I cannot wait to be on that beach and I'm not going to think about anything except enjoying myself...and getting a drink.
Workouts have been going well - cardio was a little hard today because I felt like I was running in a sauna - it was so hot in that room! Strength training tomorrow. So nice, those kinda feel like a day off. Maybe if I can lose about 15 pounds the cardio won't feel like such a challenge but now, man, I'm lugging around a lot of weight.
Had a great weekend - enjoyed Mothers Day hanging out with the family. I am so fortunate that my sisters and Mom are also some of my best friends. I just enjoy them. My Mom made an awesome lunch (how did she end up cooking on Mothers Day?) and we spent the rest of the day eating, talking, eating, playing games and eating. So much food and it all managed to end up in my mouth! There's something about my Mom's house that does that...
Things are super busy at work and don't look like they will slow down any time soon. I guess it's always hectic when you go on vacation but I just feel like there is so much to do before I leave! There's so much to do in general, really.
I got to drive down to Durant today to attend a webinar - it was some good information. I have a little peace now that I am on the right track and not completely messing things up. That's a constant fear. It's weird, I know that I know what I'm doing but there's just that sense...
I also got to see some great friends while I was there. I feel so fortunate to have met some of the greatest people I know through these programs. Really, just great people. I heart my TRiO family.
On the way home I discovered that our office move is being put on hold. Disappointed and concerned that "on hold" may really mean not happening. I really needed this move to happen so I am hoping that is not the case...
Vacation next week - so much to do before then. Arrangements for the kids, schedules, packing...it's a mini job to get away. I cannot wait to be on that beach and I'm not going to think about anything except enjoying myself...and getting a drink.
Saturday, May 7, 2011
Feelin Feisty
I feel feisty and sassy today - it's a high heel and red lipstick kinda day. Of course, that's kinda a waste when you're pulling domestic duty... But whatever, my inner self is rockin it.
Today I put on the capris that I wore to our engagement party (yes, I realize I should be embarrassed that I own clothes that old) and I could wear them! And not the I barely managed to pull them on over my hips kind of wear but the actual, they look good enough to wear in public kind of wear. Of course, I needed to lose weight when we got married so this doesn't mean I'm where I need to be but it is very encouraging.
So since November I have lost a total of 18 pounds and I weigh the same as when I got married 8 years ago.
Think I might have to find a reason to put on those high heels tonight...;)
Today I put on the capris that I wore to our engagement party (yes, I realize I should be embarrassed that I own clothes that old) and I could wear them! And not the I barely managed to pull them on over my hips kind of wear but the actual, they look good enough to wear in public kind of wear. Of course, I needed to lose weight when we got married so this doesn't mean I'm where I need to be but it is very encouraging.
So since November I have lost a total of 18 pounds and I weigh the same as when I got married 8 years ago.
Think I might have to find a reason to put on those high heels tonight...;)
Thursday, May 5, 2011
A Night
Man, I have had one of those nights. One of those nights when it would be really nice to have a husband at home. Or a nanny. Someone, anyone to help. I don't know why I find it so challenging sometimes, but I do. It's just hard for me to balance everything, especially on nights when I am alone and M2 is fussy and M is defiant. I promise, they conspire to tag team me. Those nights are exhausting. Thank goodness they are rare - I couldn't take too many of those nights.
We're preparing for an office move at work. I'm really excited. It is a much better location for us and I think we'll benefit from the change. It's a lot of work though, the timing is not real great but I'm thankful for the opportunity to make this move so we're gonna make it work! I love it when things fall into place. It's funny because the minute I saw this office I thought it would be perfect for our program - it's really nothing special but it's located right next to our lab and makes the most sense for us to be there...so since September I just kept thinking that I wanted that office, that we needed to be there. And then, it happens. Awesome.
And more good news - my abs hurt. And yes, this is good news. I increased the ab rotation from 100 to 200 and it is amazing - I can tell such a huge difference. I was never sore when I was doing 100 - even the fist time I did them. So, hopefully I will lose some of the wiggle in my belly. That's an exciting thought. I had a decent run this morning - but I didn't get my runners high today. That was strange. I missed it.
And I will close with...
Bad Mommy Confession #1432: M2 was snacking on some cheerios while I made dinner and she spilled them all over the kitchen floor. Instead of picking them up and getting her new,non-germy ones I just let her eat them off the floor.
We're preparing for an office move at work. I'm really excited. It is a much better location for us and I think we'll benefit from the change. It's a lot of work though, the timing is not real great but I'm thankful for the opportunity to make this move so we're gonna make it work! I love it when things fall into place. It's funny because the minute I saw this office I thought it would be perfect for our program - it's really nothing special but it's located right next to our lab and makes the most sense for us to be there...so since September I just kept thinking that I wanted that office, that we needed to be there. And then, it happens. Awesome.
And more good news - my abs hurt. And yes, this is good news. I increased the ab rotation from 100 to 200 and it is amazing - I can tell such a huge difference. I was never sore when I was doing 100 - even the fist time I did them. So, hopefully I will lose some of the wiggle in my belly. That's an exciting thought. I had a decent run this morning - but I didn't get my runners high today. That was strange. I missed it.
And I will close with...
Bad Mommy Confession #1432: M2 was snacking on some cheerios while I made dinner and she spilled them all over the kitchen floor. Instead of picking them up and getting her new,non-germy ones I just let her eat them off the floor.
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
I'm Baaaack
Felt so good to run this morning. Man, it is just such an awesome feeling to hit the treadmill. I'm just always so pumped and energized after I run.
It was a hard one today. Four days off and my body didn't want to cooperate. But that just made it better - kept telling myself to push through. And I did.
I must get an Ipod. I'm using old fashioned headphones. I don't mind them at all physically but I don't like not having control over the songs and today a Pink Floyd song came on during the peak of my run - now I love Pink Floyd but it's not good workout music - WAY too mellow. It's such a silly thing but it made the run that much harder for me...
So, Ipod is on the list!
It was a hard one today. Four days off and my body didn't want to cooperate. But that just made it better - kept telling myself to push through. And I did.
I must get an Ipod. I'm using old fashioned headphones. I don't mind them at all physically but I don't like not having control over the songs and today a Pink Floyd song came on during the peak of my run - now I love Pink Floyd but it's not good workout music - WAY too mellow. It's such a silly thing but it made the run that much harder for me...
So, Ipod is on the list!
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