Blog Break

I am in avoidance mode.  Really, I’m trying my best not to do the thing that I need to do the most, which is to work on my annual performance report.  I just can’t get started.  I have it at the very top of my to do list but I still haven’t started.  I told myself that I needed to get all these other things out of the way first, so that I could concentrate.  But really, I just keep finding things to do and I could keep finding things to do forever.

So I just need to get started. Now.

I’m freaked out about it though, which makes no sense.  I’ve been doing APR’s for the last 6 years.  In fact, I did my last one during my maternity leave. And if I can do it while being sleep deprived, in between feedings and diaper changes with new mommy brain then this should be no problem.  But, I don’t know.  I’m nervous.

It just seems different to me now.  I just feel such a huge sense of responsibility and I just don’t want anything to go wrong.  Which is all the more reason that I should start working on it now…

Speaking of working – I worked my tail off the other night and made my long run - 3 miles!  I was so excited!  I have a 30 minute run today and I am pumped! 

Next week I’m going to start incorporating strength training on my off days.  It won’t help me run my 6 miles in the relay marathon but it will help me look better in a tank top...