Thursday, February 23, 2012

Screw It

I've had such a bad attitude lately. Just really in a screw it, don't care mode. It hasn't been good at all, not one bit. I can't seem to care enough to run.  And I've been drinking pop and not even caring.  I'm not even trying to be good.

I get so tired of doing that to myself - I feel like I am forever talking about gettting back to it or starting over. I wish I could just stick with it for once. My gosh, how many times am I going to start over? How many times can I declare I'm going to recommitt myself?

Ugh, it's so annoying.

So I'm kinda fed up with myself right now.

I've got a fun weekend planned and I hope that will help break me out of this funk.

Somethings gotta give because this stinks!

2 comments:

Brittany said...

I feel you. You can do it. It doesn't matter how many times you start over....just that you DO start over. You only lose if you quit! We are all on a journey. It's a process. I believe in you!!!

Amber said...

Thanks for always being so supportive! I can't tell you how much it helps!

I'm just in a weird funk...gonna break out soon, forcing myself too! I don't really have a choice -April will be here soon!