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Don't you hate it when you're gorging on Reeses and one of those motivational and inspiring weight loss commercials comes on? Not one of the cheesey 'Take this pill and lose 20 pounds in a week' ones but one of the really emotional 'It was blood, sweat and tears' ones. A new and better me? Just one choice away?

I stop mid-chew....

Then I think for a minute and decide screw it.

And maybe I need to do a little more of that in my life. Just decide to screw it. Not care so much or work so hard. Give up and accept good enough...or whatever is right underneath that. Realize that a lot of stuff really doesn't matter. Most of it doesn't matter. And hasn't mattered to anyone...except me. 

I'm just tired of banging my head against the wall. It's like running up hill and never getting anywhere.  So defeating and frustrating.

Man, I'm cranky. 

I need to go to bed. Maybe a little sleep will reset my attitude...