Bad and Badder

I'm in week three of my training and I missed my run yesterday.  I don't have a real good excuse...I just didn't get it in.  Making it up tonight.

It's going to mess things up a little though since I'm suppose to run on Thursdays too.  And I'm technically suppose to rest between runs.  But they're my short runs, 30 minutes, so I think I can do back to back and be fine...and Sunday, my long run, is not that long - it's only 2.5 miles.  And since I ran FIVE MILES (yep, still pumped) last Sunday I think I can handle that one okay.

I messed up on my diet drinks too.  It kills me to have to confess that but accountability and honesty go hand in hand so you get the ugly truth.  I actually have messed up more than once.  BIG sad face for me.  I couldn't even last a whole week! 

Although I will say the first one was not really my fault, really.  My hubby ordered one  for me and I rationalized that I didn't want to waste it.  And then I rationalized that it was just one and what would one hurt?

See, see how that works? It's very obviously called lack of willpower.

And then again today I cheated.  I have no rationalization for that except to say I am stressed to the max.  Really, just very, very stressed.  And it's good that I don't get stressed too often because I do not handle it well. 

So after my visit to the orthodontist (to bend a wire that I'm pretty sure should have been bent when they put them on but obviously wasn't since it's been scraping the inside of my mouth since Monday but I just thought it was normal getting used to braces pain and thought I could tough it out until today when my mouth was so raw it hurt to smile and I smile a lot so that was kinda a problem) I caved to the temptation of Sonic happy hour.

I'm going to get back up on and hop on the wagon tomorrow and try it again.  If I can avoid Sonic from now until forever I may have better luck...