Surprises

God is SO good! Thank you Lord for your grace and mercy!

Today was nothing like I expected. I had played out every possible scenario and was ready for everything.  I just hate being unprepared for situations and I had no idea what today's encounter was going to be like so that was a bit of a struggle. But I woke up today and felt like whatever happened, happened. And life goes on. There really isn't anything outside of death that I can't recover from, right? And not that this situation was anything near that dramatic but I just needed to put it in perspective. So yeah, it might suck but then it's over and what? In a month I wouldn't even be thinking about it.

And that is the absolute beauty of life - each day we get to wake up and start new. Not that we can ever erase our history but it's just that - in the past and over. And we don't have to relive it or be tied to it if we don't want to be. 

And then it turned out that it was just an easy encounter without confrontation, without drama.  Which is SO good because I really didn't went to have to get ghetto....