So no mention of working out the last few posts - simply because it hasn't been happening lately. Tomorrow is the last day of my medication and I will be back on track on Thursday morning.
I have to put this out there to make sure I will follow through and now that it's been spoken...I will have to do it. It isn't enough that I just decide to do it - I have to share it with the world. Or the one person who may happen to read this...but by sharing, or believing that I am sharing, I have to follow through. Just because I said I would and would feel bad if I didn't do what I said I would. Ahhh, the power of guilt.
It's really a shame that I only know how to use this guilt mechanism on myself, and not on others because I could see it being really effective. I am always amazed at how some women can throw a look or make a comment and bam! they get what they want. I just never mastered that. Maybe I just didn't care enough to, I've got too much of the whatever attitude to ever make that work...
But then, I am difficult in my own ways...I'm a lot to handle. Too much sometimes.
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